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damn! after reading my last post, that was some fucked up emotional times! fo serious though, i reached a point where i just felt like giving up, and saying eff school, ima be uneducated and work at CT all my life (well, not as drastic, but something close to that!! =P) i'm still in the same boat with the whole not sure what i'm doing with my life, but ill prob stick to science, only because i don't mind it.
anywho, its midterm time, clearly, and i have another "i noticed" bit. last year around finals time, i drank a lot of water. i still do, but not as much as i did last year. BUT i've noticed that i clean a lot. since i'm not at home with a TV accessible 24/7, i'm desperate to find something to occupy my boredom, when my mind is not into the studying dealio. so i find something to clean. i clean my room, find things that bug my on my desk that needs to be organized, or actually go into the unit and do cleaning. it wastes a good 30minutes sometimes which isn't a good thing for me (it is for the unit though!!), but it just makes me feel as though i accomplished something useful with my time (but obviously not something that's benefiting ME academically!!). well, that was my random..now back to math, the only class i genuinely hate.

1 comments:

rachael said...

no matter what the stress level is... don't drop out and become a lifer.