I thrive on hecticness

it is true, which is probably why im trying to be a volunteer nerd, and took some courses this summer. last summer was gross and boring. it involved having a car that i used mainly to take me to and from Canadian Tire, living and breathing CT, and getting those rare moments to hang out with the friends, since all of our schedules rarely coincided with each other. i havent gotten much time to blog (as you can see by the 8 days of sans blogging). May 31-June 21, my life was consumed with FNH 250, and now its consumed with ECON 101. luckily, its 6 weeks long, which actually gives me a chance to procrastinate!! =P

blogging, and having a social life in general, will be completely removed from my life til next wed. my cousin is getting married (and its not one of those second cousins once removed type things, shes my legit first cousin!!), so EVERYONE on my dads side of the fam bam is coming into town. so anytime that isnt spent doing wedding shizz (which is basically starting today, and ending on Sunday) will be spent with fam. i love spending time with family, but not as much with that side, since i just cant related with many of them. maybe iut the difference in views about school, or culture, or just life in general, i dont know. but its not my kind of crowd. since im not like most of the, i tend to be the odd one out, and the loser that either hangs out with my mum, or with my older cousins and their buddies (30+ age group..im very sure they consider me an LG..!!) a lot of bitchy blog posts will probs be posted after this whole thing is over. or ill rant about it to Rach on msn. one of the two (or even both) will occur. and because my lazy ass doesnt really wanna type anymore, this post shall be finished at a later date!! my mind really needs to faux reality MTV shows at the moment, to relax it for my ECON 101 class at 5pm..gahhhhh. das it for nowwwww!!

I agree!!

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p.s. please bear with my layout changes..i lack the patience sometimes to format/look for them!! ={

Vuvuzela

the coolest word ever.

p.s. i really need a new layout..this shizz is old and gross. i shall procrastinate looking for one when ECON 101 starts (aka Tuesday, June 22!!)

I tried to do handstands for you

mannnnn, this song is an oldie, but goodie. a piece of me gets happy inside, due to the background tunes, but a part of me breaks because of the lyrics. brings back good, and many bad, mems, but its still a love of mine.

we eff'd up

think, drink, cramp, and bitch the same. I love it... in the scariest way possible.

blogging > studying

so i have another quiz on friday, worth 25% again..and studying for it just doesnt seem like the most interesting thing to do right now (ill regret this tomorrow night..probs get 4 hours of sleep again just like last week..down a few Red Bull shots and strong tea..). life is pretty boring right now. havent seen the guys since before Elite i think..holy crap if thats true, thats wayyyyy too much time away from them. and according to frushi time frames, its been too long since i saw Rach..which was last week sometime!! we tend to miss each other very quickly, and not seeing each others faces and not having some sort of an eatingfest together depresses us. what should i blog about? hmmmm..lets do relationships. so i havent been in one for like 2 years, and have passed the stage of being sad about this for a solid year or so. but recently some of my friends have been pushing me to "go out with someone," and this is coming from BOTH my guy friends and some uni besties (most of whom are currently in a relationship). i kinda dont get the big deal about having a boy. and none of them have legit reasons as to why i should have a boyfriend, other than i havent had one in a long time. im 19, making sure i have a "bf" was soooooo high school. now, its more of the independance thing, doing what i want without worrying about what my boy thinks, spending more time with my best friends, being a nerd in school and in the community, and just growing as a person. i dont know if being in a relationship will allow me to do that (and trying to find a nice, smart, cute-nerd Van boy who isnt a creeper is close to impossible when you live in Surrey). im pretty much fine where i am right now, no longer in the man hating phase, but fine with the being friends than anything else, y'know? i dont know if this is coming from the Whitney whos just given up on guys in general for a long while, or if its the real person in me who wants to spend my time on more important things and people. *has a pondering moment* i kinda think its moreso the latter right now (me a year ago would NOT have had this opinion!). a lot of girls are the type who are hcore HUNTING for a guy, and as one of my guy friends keeps saying, he will probs come when you LEAST expect it..or when youre really hating on boys!! but hey, ive reached a point where im really just going with the flow, with school, commitments, friends, everything, not hunting anything in general, seeing what life throws at me. and im actually liking this new me. i like where im at. i like where things are going! =)

..well that went a bit off topic!!

i'm a drug addict

thats a lie, but my arms say another thing!! when i get bored, usually due to not wanting to study for a compressed 3 week, 3 credit course, which forces me to suffer the 3 hour commute to UBC for a 3 hour class every freakin day (eff you number 3)..what was i saying? man, A.D.D. moment..i legit had to go back to the beginning of that sentence. um, yeah, back to boredom. so, everything distracts me when school work is so not being my friend, and i notice stupid little things that i normally would not notice. one of them was my arm. i donate blood (yes, i get a pint sucked out of me whenever i can, or when im eligible to..which has been like 5 times maybe?) and the blood suckers seem to love attacking my right arm. not until today did i notice how stupid my brown skin is and how badly it scars. i have a bunch of scars on my right arm because of it (now as i count them, ive donated 6 times!! =P). whats worse is that my last donations poke was in the EXACT same spot they fiddled around with during a previous donation. thats lame, since its double the scarring, on on top of the other, looks like a gross freckle on my arm, and it probably wont ever go away since my skin scars really badly. i actually have tons of these needle scars on my left hand as well, due to being pretty effd up when i was younger from health issues and requiring random IV trips..thats another 5-6 scars. ok, maybe thats not enough to make it seem as though im a drug addict, but its enough to be considered not so normal..which im not in general..and im proud of it. procrastination over..need to get back to my notes and the gazillion terms and processes i need to memorize..

..well that was a waste of 5 minutes of your life wasnt it?