sooooo, i haven't really blogged for a while now..i don't feel i have tonzo to say! i'm pretty stoked on life that this effing hell called second year is almost over (which means the majority of the lame arse pre reqs courses are almost done!!), but that means that finals are coming up. i can genuinely say i'm pretty shit scurred for them, especially biol. that class has raped me in every which way possible (more than ochem..IT IS POSSIBLE!!), so i PRAY that i come out of that class with decent marks. i'm looking forward to this summer, no more campus life, but will be seeing tons of UBC because of summer courses (BARF), but at least ill have something to do with my spare time, unlike the boringness of working alllll summer like last year. i still don't know what i'm doing with my life, but i refuse to give up in the search for it. i'm hoping all works out well next year..and i shall stop there because i will probably end up having that vicious thought cycle of "what am i doing with my life, am i making the right decisions, what if i don't get into the specialization i want, blahblahblahblahblah..ANYWHOS, life right now is going well, or sorta well. focusing on school, putting my time towards that, makiing sure i spend more time avec the family and the bests (seeing them TWICE in a week time span has made my little heart very happy..but i still haven't seen my other half of frushi for too long now..), and just trying to stay optimistic. boys have become a thing of the past, the fad is over (well, sorta..), but i must admit the man hating attempt became a fail at MANY points (sorry Sush). i'm just going through life as it comes, taking advantage of every super opportunity i get, and hope that everything that's happening right now is occurring for good reasons..that's all i really can do rights? oh life, why must you be such a confusing, ambiguous bitch sometimes?
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