well, for the past couple weeks, the whole crying dealio was obsolete. i don't know why, maybe its because i was getting used to being away from my normal settings, and because the first wave of midterms were over. but today the crying has come back. i'm super frustrated by school lately, because it seems as though i put so many hours into studying for exams, yet i still get a shitty mark. i almost reached the point last week where i wanted to say "fuck uni, i'm done." its really annoying when i study hard and do badly. i need to find out what i'm doing wrong with my study habits. maybe i'm not focused enough and have other things filling my mind. i have a feeling that's one of the reasons for my crap marks. i need to find a way to stay focused, to forget about all the negativity going on, and just to think positive. i need something just to bring some permanent positivity in my life, to maintain a optimistic mindset. this crying b.s. needs to stop again, that's for sure, because it just messes me up even more. eff. why can't life be as easy as it was two years ago?
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