lets start over

soooo, yeah, i started a new one. i guess i wanted a brand new blog, for a brand new school year, mainly because my life now will probably be quite different compared to last year. i'm officially settled into my new pad! my room is uber small and the unit is very boring and dreery. i want to add some liveliness to it, put up some posters and what not, but i've got to find the time to go out and buy stuff! the roomies have changed a LOT since i first met them. i have a Japanese exchange student from Rits, and a coop student from Penticton (the last chick is still MIA!). i like the Japanese student, because shes uber cute, asian, and nice! but both have opened up quite a bit since the first move in day. the fro has opened up some more tres shy peeps, especially the student from Penticton! she herself admitted to being very anti social, but after one night with the crazy UBC buddies in 214, along with our hilarious wannabe karaoke night using you- tube, she's opened up a lots! the classes seem as though they will rape me within the next couple weeks. why i chose to take 33 credits in one year, i do not freakin know! i've been having random crying sessions a lot lately, at least one a day. its so stupid, because it literally comes out of no where. the first day of move in was HORRIBLE! sitting in my empty unit, because no had moved it. i had no laptop to occupy my mind, all the UBC buddies were in New West (where i would've been, but i was waiting for my parents to drop off last minute things), and no one was texting my back! =( so what did i do? cry!! LOL!! the loneliness factor kicked in, because no one was around! i was soooo happy to see the fam bam when they arrived. they were very confused to see a half bawling, half laughing daughter running and hugging them!! other factors that cause the crying: school (just thinking about the hell of what this year will be), life decisions (WTF AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE!? should i even be in chemistry? whats my future career? all initated by the parents, along with other family members asking what career path i've decided on, because i go to UBC and they think uni kids know EXACTLY what they're doing in the future!), and i guess just being away from home in general, and the life style change here. it feels weird talking to my parents on the phone and being updated on the many things happening there, that i didn't even know were going on. (brother going to high school, how everyones doing, etc, etc.) and this is only the first WEEK of living here!! that's the funny part! also, not having a TV in my room is weird. i never was into watching TV a lot, but not having easy access to one is something to get used to! im hoping that it'll all work out, i'll get adjusted sooner than later, and that student advisors can guide me in a sense with my "life decisions." so much to think about, and i dislike it. just gots to breathe, focus, and limit the crying to twice a week!! =P new blog..lets hope its not as emo as the previous!!